Going somewhere

Yup. My weight was 70,4 this morning. I heard a ghost. I got to read Swedish today. I watched Labyrinth today and I'm still wondering what the heck makes Bowie look so darn hot in that movie. Can't help it, hah.

I'd like to paint more of my Magenta. But my computer has started to have strange problems. Maybe it has a virus. I mean, Photoshop and MSN and Microsoft Works have all shut themselves down several times lately without any real problems. Strange...

Just me being in my apartment. I love Wayfarers. And that lamp that looks like an UFO.

Fear

Well, technically I'm not afraid of anything. But still. I failed today and bought 4 doughnuts from the sale in the bakery. When written down, I hate the idea and feel myself as a big fat pig. I don't like the feeling. However, I won't let it disappoint me more than necessary. If I start eating like maniac now otherwise too, I will never end up thin. Luckily we had some not-so-good-thing at school and I didn't eat anything there but 2 slices of rye bread and a glass of milk. I didn't drink my morning coffee either, but replaced it with the morning tea. Why? Because I ran out of coffee in the middle of cooking it. Not that nice.

Going to play with the boys tonight. Band rehearsal in our guitarist's home and I bet this project will take a lot of time of my tomorrow as well. I feel a little uncomfortable with the thing. We won't do anything we weren't supposed to (aka drink and smoke and do drugs), I'm not really in singing condition as my voice is still darn sick for the cold and the cough is killing me. Who cares. I'd like talk with one person so badly but I don't think I can. I feel nervous. I failed today with my project. The computer ate my time so I wasn't able to draw. I don't know. I really do feel confused

Foods:
1 mug of black tea with fat free milk
1 class of fat free milk
2 slices of rye bread
1 apple
1 mandarin
4 doughnuts (FUCK)
1 class of Pepsi Max
1/2 plate of vegetables + chicken

The reason I won't post pictures today is that I was too lazy to take them, I didn't have anything old ones I could have edited for this kind of tragic situations and I don't feel stable enough to get any. I feel totally strange.

Ein Tag

I won't spam you with the outfit of the day because all my photos of it sucked badly. Instead you'll see more things of me. Just because I love Photoshop. The actions were from deviantART, check the favourites -> Useful resources of Shaimee if you want to know exactly what I used. I won't link because I don't remember whose things I used in each of these.

My hands do strange thingies. © Jokla

This thing was taken when my friends were visiting me. The things you see on the background are paintings made by me, most of them from last year. The dress was bought from Gina Tricot and the chess earring is from Lifestylekauppa (Oulu). As you see, my camera sucks badly. Especially in that dim light - we did change the light bulp but we didn't find any brighter.

Let the sunshine in.

I took it when the school had just started. I'd love those pilots but I'm not that big fan of the mirror surface of them. However, they were the only pilots dark enough to use in a bright, hot summer day, so I had to buy them. They are from Underground (Oulu). The hat is vintage from the 1970's or 1980's and I found it from the attic. It once belonged to my grandfather, who I never met as he died a couple of years before I was even born. Anywho, I love the hat he left me.

So look out Mister, don't you blow your last resistor
For a sister that'll certify ya, fy ya, fy ya

 

 

So this is a thing from the Halloween. Nothing special, I just forgot to straighten my hair and used more make up than I usually do. I was also wearing the cloak I made but it wasn't very handy inside the house (and I didn't go outside as it was snowing and it's not the done thing in this country) because it's big and flowing and my house really isn't. Neither of them.One person told me that I look like a guy dressed as a woman. I don't agree. The make up brands I use in this one: The Body Shop (the moisturizer, the foundation, the blush), Lumene (Natural Code mostly: the eye-liner, the mascara, the powder), Maybelline (the lipstick). The spade earring is from Underground and the pearls were a confirmation present from my grandmother.

Does anyone remember those summer days?

This is as old as the first pilot photo. Taken in the same day. I should use the shades and the hat more often like that!

A Persian as warm as mink

This might be my personal favourite. With my lovely winter hat, I'm wearing the fishnet bangs I bought from Underground. I love what the Photoshop did to it, as it's now cold and warm in the same time, looks a bit more luxyrious and 1970's-1980's retro. I can't help liking it, even if I did it myself. Success? This time.

The weight loosing is getting okay. Today I ate one apple, a big cup of coffee, three classes of 0% fat milk, vegetables, chicken, a slice of rye bread and two slices of full wheat yeast bread. I also ate little nuts but as I didn't eat lunch it was okay. Tomorrow me and the guys are going to play in the apartment of one of us (not me this time, haha - yet we've never played here as the only instruments available would be the electric organ, the acoustic guitar, the okarina and the cheap wooden flute). We don't have a microphone and I'm sick so I wonder how the singing will go. I wish nicely, but doubt that. By the way. Once in the lifetime I had a German vocabulary test and actually knew all the words. 

Sort of back?

35,5 degrees.

I was sick yesterday, so I didn't go to school. Today I did and I felt terrible half of the time. I didn't have fever. So yeah. I'm back in business with blogging. Why, you might ask and I'd answer you can never know. I guess I try to keep my thinspiration up as I started losing weight today. It's a long process and I don't know when it will end but I gues it will some day. I wonder how my cactus looks way better now when it's starved and hasn't got even water for ages. It looks fresh and green and healthy. However, I don't.

Queen mug, bought from London

So I starte my day with a good and new cup of coffee. I used my normal Queen mug I drink from at times and ate a small mandarin. I wish it was a fruit and not a person. Although, how can we be sure that eating fruits is any more ethic than eating the persons? However, I just ate one and it didn't help a thing.

Minä juon nyt kahvia.

I went to the school wearing pretty much these things. The tunic is pure white Rosebud thing I bought a couple of months ago from Secondhand Store (Oulu). The leggingses are Vero Moda's ABBA-pants which I bought from sale last summer. The wristband is from Romeo & Julia (Oulu) and the tie (yeah, it's a real thing men and some women also use to wear around their necks) I've tied around my waist (or where it should be) is from Paljekirppis (a secondhand thingie in Oulu as well). And yes. They are real Ray Bans and they have -2.0 lenses in them, deal with it.

It was snowing, yet it wasn't showing!

I walked my way to school, did not do very much of talking, heard of changing things and kept thinking what to do myself. Luckily there was still that snow that ruined my hairday but made it otherwise much more beautiful. Gods I love winter!

On the way to Alabama... Not, just in Oulu.

After the schoolday, which was shorter than usual as there was the abi-day which meant our third-year students weren't at school but at the university and the biology rehearsal class I was supposed to have was cancelled. There was no point for Eija to keep a class for just one student,  now wasn't there? So when I got home at 12.30, I didn't go there but left to the city and went shopping. I also will get my London photos on paper but they won't be ready until tomorrow.

I diamond it. It replaces my iPod Nano which I've lost somewhere, and makes the bus travels way more easier.

Do not use this kind of shoes in downtown if you're sick and don't want to get any worse. Especially if there's snow and the temperature is low low low and it's windy and snowing even more. I just did that. Just begause my beloeved Vagabonds DIED yesterday or so as the zipper got broken.

The Perfect Colour

I bought two pairs of jeans. The lighter ones are a little big but as the colour was just what I was seeking for and they cost only 15 € I just had to buy them from H&M. I also bought a t-shirt, a basic black tank top to wear under the white tunic and other things, a ring and fuzzy mittens to keep my hands warm.

Snowpearls

One of the fuzzy fake fur mittens and the ring-a-ling I got from Gina Tricot! The fuzzies I bought from Glitter and they cost 15,90 and are really warm. My hands were literally freezing there and as I had just been sick I had to buy something to keep those from dying, after all, my hands are pretty much all I've got! The ringiewingie wasn't cheaper than 9,90. The darker version would have been cheaper but it didn't look half that wintry.

Warm as mink.

So I told you about the tö-shirt and the darker jeans? Here they are! I'm mad at lip printed shirts and the font just drove me insane so I couldn't resist adopting this little shirtie in my closet for 9,90 from Gina Tricot. The jeans were from H&M and cost 39,95. What's with the hat then? I bought my lovely winter hattie secondhandedly from rummage sale called Paljekirppis in Oulu. It cost 10 € and  was in perfect condition and me and my mother found later out it was real fur and leather. It's darn warm and I can't help adoring it. I literally searched trough whole city and didn't find the right fake fur hat and there it was on the flea market! I was stunned. Now I'm just hyper. Although I really aren't as I'm still sick but you get the idea.

Minsky girl

I also bought purple and blue Dodwell nail polishes from Underground. They had got also new corsettes which were deathly neat! The white one was the one I wore today and have also bought from UG and the greyish Minsk by Mavala is there just because I like its name.